I’m not even going to try to compete.. I’m done.. 　

My goal in life is to make someone happy.. If i can do that i can live life happier. 

I want the opportunity to truthfully say I experienced love. I want Eros.

Today i watched a girl at lunch. A pregnant girl. She sat at the table right in front of me. Surprisingly I know her story very well. Not gossip or anything.. The real thing.. The whole thing. She had a friend best friend.Her friend let her stay with her. Gave her food.. blah blah blah. Then her best friend got a boyfriend. She in return slept with the boy. That’s where the baby comes in. Now I think I have to say that the two girls are freshman. To me freshman believe anything upperclassmen boys tell them. It’s sad.. Now for days/weeks/months now the pregnant girl has been ridiculed, talked about, called a whore and it kinda annoys me. I just see her as the victim.  The boy is a friend of mine. Not really a friend more like that Crip that calls me his “Igbo” ( even though i’m not Igbo) and wants me to join his set. Even though she should have known better she slept with him anyway behind her friends back.. Lied to her friend and well fell in love. After everyone found out she was pregnant and who the ” baby daddy” was ( because he sure doesn’t claim her anymore) that whole best friend crap ran right out the window.. Today i saw the two girls talking though.. For the first time they actually laughed, smiled, joked around and seemed to be getting along. Their happiness seemed to put a smile on my face… A real good thing happened today.. That is all.. 

Let’s talk about when I used to be actually be happy.

•  Should gay marriage be allowed in the United States or should marriage legally be defined in a traditional sense?

Gay marriage should not be allowed in the United States. With the misdirected hate and frustration brought with the subject in the country, the last thing needed would be equal rights for the gays. If this ever takes place then and only then will the hate be truly seen. To many religious individuals homosexuality is an abomination. It is seen as the total disregard of the Christian faith and a countless list of other traditional values. It even topples over incest. If we let the gays marry there is no telling what would probably happen to our children, communities, and our overall well being. So no to gay marriage in the United States and yes to gay marriage in other places that actually up hold their promises of equal rights, hope, and freedom. If someone wants to be with another person, not speaking strictly on gender, others have no right to barge in and try to restrict or take away that right, even if it may or may not be a God given right. Gay marriage is definitely not standing in the way of procreation between heterosexuals or the typical “traditional” marriage. So let it be. 

As soon as i get my diploma I’m flicking off everyone in my so called ” graduating class” , I’m going to do that while I walk off the stage, Get in my car, and disappear. 　

I don’t care as long Iget food.. 

I’ll be there for her there’s no doubt about it.  　

I find randomness attractive. 

If you’re not afraid to act freely around me with ought holding back , I would really be attracted to you. 　

I love my girl… 

oh.. 

yeah..

I forgot.. 

I don’t have one.. 

….. 

I love my Nieces!!! :D 　

If I can learn to love me, you can too……. right? 　

• it’s not called abuse. It’s called teaching a lesson. 
• it’s not called forced labor. It’s called learning how to take care of your husband and your children.
• it’s not called getting talked about and yelled at. It’s called love. 
• thinking your shit is actually yours is wrong. It’s your sisters, your moms, even your fathers before it’s yours. 
• explaining a situation to your parents is called talking back and being disrespectful. 
• closing/locking your door only means one thing…. you are having sex or harboring a fugitive. 
• if you take more than ten minutes in the shower you must be dead so everyone has to come in and make sure you’re alive.
• If you cook breakfast after everyone else has eaten, you’re being greedy. 
• you’re not an individual, you’re a prisoner.